All she wanted was a blog. Then came hosting, control panels, markup and a vocabulary nobody explained, and the post about that moment will be recognised instantly by anybody creative who tried to publish something and got lost in the plumbing.
Yemima Gonzalez writes with an unusual layout, short lines and dots, which reads as design rather than carelessness once you settle into it.
Her strongest piece takes three things people confuse and separates them. Freedom means you shape your own time. Growth means you like stretching even if you disliked school. Purpose means you suspect you are here for more and cannot yet name it. Each one has the doubt attached to it named as well.
There is a practical post on getting over the fear of being judged, and another on complaining that suggests venting deliberately rather than suppressing it.
Read the blogging platform post if the technical side has stopped you publishing, and the freedom one if you cannot explain what you actually want.