So Slippery in my Brain
Restored from the Empower Network archive (2011–2017), lightly edited to meet our current advertising standards. Views are the original author’s.
What is, is. One of my favorites from Judi, and remembered all these years, although frightfully sometimes very off and on. I say frightfully because it had such an impact on me and seems universally applicable so that I don’t begin to know why it would be so slippery in my brain. I AM glad I AM listening to some of these NLP tapes and in fact listened to a memory one this morning and a creative thinking one this afternoon that I had somehow missed downloading with the rest.
I AM determined to win this quest of being successful online, not just proliferating with more writing than I realized I was capable of, which I feel I have already done – the avenues of the web I am able to find my way into, but in a way that not only is important to me, but apparently just about anyone who really hears that for the last two and a quarter years that is where my efforts have gone – in the way of paying my way in life. Certainly, I have always meant that to mean in terms of income, but in the course of time I have written just what is above, it seems forcefully filling my mind why so many of those who have made their success there “give back”. It is such an enormous playground or work area, if you will; that given a glimpse of that enormity begs a very real contribution. I am always amazed at what I can get for free or use for free as I bumble my way around the internet, most often not even cognizant how I got to a particular site and that only multiplies the more time one spends there and the more layers one plumbs finding interests they never even knew they had.
I think, in this last month or so, I keep bumping up against how much I like to write, and this will sound funny as it seems odd, but nonetheless how much I like reading my own writing, and how much I want to be sure I don’t make it impossible by the other things I do, how much I want to be sure I am writing. Perhaps my writing is primarily for myself, we’ll just have to see, and work that out as it comes. I am chuckling within as I realize I’m feeling influenced by the subliminals I’ve been listening to.