{"id":109,"date":"2013-11-25T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2013-11-25T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/empowernetwork.com\/keithc0075\/i-think-back-to-december-2011-key-moment-in-my-life\/"},"modified":"2013-11-25T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"2013-11-25T00:00:00","slug":"i-think-back-to-december-2011-key-moment-in-my-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/empowernetwork.com\/keithc0075\/i-think-back-to-december-2011-key-moment-in-my-life\/","title":{"rendered":"I Think Back To December 2011 (Key Moment In My Life)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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December 2011 was a very key moment\u00a0in my life.<\/p>\n

2011 was the worst year of my life.<\/p>\n

In March, Kerry and I had a still-born son called Peter and then in September, 6 months minus a day, Kerry’s mum suddenly past away.<\/p>\n

These tragedies were kind of icing on the cake for me as for 6 plus years I had been suffering with depression.<\/p>\n

Most of the time I had managed it, I kinda got used to having it and most of the time I just got on with my life and going to work etc.<\/p>\n

There were times when I couldn’t go to work; maybe a 3-4 weeks each year.<\/p>\n

I say that I managed it, but often I used to go to bed and pray to God that he would kill me in my sleep. There were times that I pleaded with Him to end my life.<\/p>\n

I remember one\u00a0occasion waking up and being disappointed that I had woke up.<\/p>\n

Up to this point in my life, I had refused to take medication as I felt like I deserved to feel crap about myself and in a weird way I ‘enjoyed’ it.<\/p>\n

There were things that I didn’t like about my past and I felt ashamed of how I had behaved.<\/p>\n

However, after Peter was stillborn, I decided that I should take medication.<\/p>\n

Getting back to December 2011…<\/p>\n

I decided that I was fed up of feeling fed up.<\/em><\/p>\n

The best of my thinking had got me where I was and where I was wasn’t a good place.<\/p>\n

I realised that if I carried on the way I was going I would eventually either actively take my own life by committing suicide or I would drink my self to an early death.<\/p>\n

I knew that I had to get some fresh ideas into my mind.<\/u><\/p>\n

So I hit Amazon and bought me a couple of books by Steven Chandler.<\/p>\n

I then started to think what I wanted my future to be like.<\/p>\n

I began to brainstorm and think what I wanted in my life.<\/p>\n

This eventually led me to Empower Network. I wanted to make money online and saw that Empower Network could help me in my goals in life.<\/p>\n

I don’t know if you relate to any of\u00a0this.<\/p>\n

If are suffering with depression my advice is to get some help.<\/p>\n

Medication can be a part of the solution<\/em>. For me it helped me get some balance chemically allowing me to start thinking about my future. Where as before I was on medication I couldn’t think in that way. All I could see before my medication was a negative future.<\/p>\n

This is part of my story and how I got to where I am today.<\/p>\n

I still have moments of depression – it is like a ghost of the past that comes to haunt me every now and then, but I ‘m a different person now.<\/p>\n

I made a decision to become a different person, a better version of me, a version of me that every week gets closer to my potential.<\/p>\n

My goal is to get as close to my potential in life as I possibly can and help others along their own personal journey.<\/p>\n

Keith Claridge<\/p>\n

“Closer to my potential today than I was last week.”<\/p>\n

PS If you want to learn how blogging can make you money….<\/p>\n

….you can get your FREE VIDEO here >>> http:\/\/amazingvideo.ws<\/a><\/p>\n

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December 2011 was a very key moment\u00a0in my life. 2011 was the worst year of my life. In March, Kerry and I had a still-born son called Peter and then in September, 6 months minus a day, Kerry’s mum suddenly past away. These tragedies were kind of icing on the cake for me as for […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2010,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-109","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/empowernetwork.com\/keithc0075\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/empowernetwork.com\/keithc0075\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/empowernetwork.com\/keithc0075\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/empowernetwork.com\/keithc0075\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2010"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/empowernetwork.com\/keithc0075\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=109"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/empowernetwork.com\/keithc0075\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/empowernetwork.com\/keithc0075\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=109"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/empowernetwork.com\/keithc0075\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=109"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/empowernetwork.com\/keithc0075\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=109"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}